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Posted on Sunday, 16 September 2007 at 4:37 PM
Edited on Monday, 09 June 2008 at 3:40 PM
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It's Monday night ,and im posting my very first real article.
im tired.and i feel like everything is just wrong.
before when everything went wrong, i didn't think i just did it.
i just cut myself.my wrist.and it disgusted me to do so.
but i was finding it really difficult not to.it's crazy,yeah, i know,
but when you won't tell anyone how you feel the only way to pour your heart out
is to cut yourself.there's a certain feeling of releaf everytime.
''i hurt myself today,to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain the only thing that's real.'' -Johnny Cash.
but then i thought,come-on this is not right,you can't do that, you can't cut yourself.it's ridiculous.and rumors were spreding about me being an emo ,and cuting my wrist.And i hated that because i am ashamed of it.im ashamed of myself when i think of it.so i decided to stop.And i started taking some pills.the ones that releave from pain, but that take your happyness away with it.the ones i took ,have taken away my emotions.so im not sad.but im not happy.i talk but im not there.i laugh but i don't think it's funny.i just don't feel anymore.i don,t get mad at people anymore.when i take those pills i feel like im watching a movie.the movie of my life.but i don't act in it.and the worst of it all, is that those pills make me sick.they disgust me.they make me wanna throw up all the time.i hate those pills & those razor blades.i just wanna leave it all behind, because i am more intelligent than that.i should not give up like that...
im tired.and i feel like everything is just wrong.
before when everything went wrong, i didn't think i just did it.
i just cut myself.my wrist.and it disgusted me to do so.
but i was finding it really difficult not to.it's crazy,yeah, i know,
but when you won't tell anyone how you feel the only way to pour your heart out
is to cut yourself.there's a certain feeling of releaf everytime.
''i hurt myself today,to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain the only thing that's real.'' -Johnny Cash.
but then i thought,come-on this is not right,you can't do that, you can't cut yourself.it's ridiculous.and rumors were spreding about me being an emo ,and cuting my wrist.And i hated that because i am ashamed of it.im ashamed of myself when i think of it.so i decided to stop.And i started taking some pills.the ones that releave from pain, but that take your happyness away with it.the ones i took ,have taken away my emotions.so im not sad.but im not happy.i talk but im not there.i laugh but i don't think it's funny.i just don't feel anymore.i don,t get mad at people anymore.when i take those pills i feel like im watching a movie.the movie of my life.but i don't act in it.and the worst of it all, is that those pills make me sick.they disgust me.they make me wanna throw up all the time.i hate those pills & those razor blades.i just wanna leave it all behind, because i am more intelligent than that.i should not give up like that...
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Posted on Tuesday, 18 September 2007 at 11:40 AM
Edited on Monday, 18 February 2008 at 4:43 PM
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Life is a mixture of sunshine and rain,
Laughter and pleasure, teardrops and rain.
All days can't be bright but it's certainly true,
There was never a cloud the sun didn't shine through.
And you'll find when you smile your day will be brighter
And all your burdens will seem so much lighter.
For each time you smile you will find it's true
Somebody, somewhere, will smile back at you.
And nothing on earth can make life more worthwhile
Than the sunshine and warmth of a beautiful smile!
Don't think about the down's, think about the up's for a change...
smile, smile, smile...
Laughter and pleasure, teardrops and rain.
All days can't be bright but it's certainly true,
There was never a cloud the sun didn't shine through.
And you'll find when you smile your day will be brighter
And all your burdens will seem so much lighter.
For each time you smile you will find it's true
Somebody, somewhere, will smile back at you.
And nothing on earth can make life more worthwhile
Than the sunshine and warmth of a beautiful smile!
Don't think about the down's, think about the up's for a change...
smile, smile, smile...
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Posted on Wednesday, 19 September 2007 at 7:09 AM
Edited on Wednesday, 19 September 2007 at 9:42 AM
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1,2,3 je m'envais au bois. 4,5,6 branler une saucisse.
Margaux & Claudia
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Posted on Thursday, 27 September 2007 at 3:15 PM
Edited on Tuesday, 11 March 2008 at 4:02 PM
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